great feelings of guilt and sorrow
i just had my very first 3some... you would think that would be cause for happiness and joy.
im feeling very guilty as my sister has told me i am the biggest hipocrite in history... and i feel it too.
though strangely enough, i was trying to be very accomodating to her bringing a different guy home every night... if you bring them home then let me know so i can go stay somewhere else. sure it pissed me off when i was awoken from my sleep thinking that the house was falling down, but... she brought them home and i tried to put up with it.
the first and last time i bring someone/s home i get called the worlds biggest hippocrite and any happiness i may have had has just gone down the drain...
i dont think im a bad person, it was a spur of the moment thing... but i sure feel like the worlds biggest asshole.
im pretty sure shes not going to talk to me for a while, maybe years, and will probably move, or ask me to leave.
i understand... maybe i am a bad person.
im feeling very guilty as my sister has told me i am the biggest hipocrite in history... and i feel it too.
though strangely enough, i was trying to be very accomodating to her bringing a different guy home every night... if you bring them home then let me know so i can go stay somewhere else. sure it pissed me off when i was awoken from my sleep thinking that the house was falling down, but... she brought them home and i tried to put up with it.
the first and last time i bring someone/s home i get called the worlds biggest hippocrite and any happiness i may have had has just gone down the drain...
i dont think im a bad person, it was a spur of the moment thing... but i sure feel like the worlds biggest asshole.
im pretty sure shes not going to talk to me for a while, maybe years, and will probably move, or ask me to leave.
i understand... maybe i am a bad person.
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